Is it me? yeah it’s me…

Day 45

I forgot to mention, I made the two week challenge with flying colours!

There is a funny feeling that has been surging through me lately; it’s really hard to explain – I’ll try my best.

I have been edgey… edgey like when I first gave up smoking, only this has been a reserved calm edgeyness that feels like I am waiting for something to happen or I need to do something. I have been trying to go to garage sales on the weekend to find things to sell on ebay, I have been getting into facebook like crazy, increasing my friend count by over 250 in three weeks!

I feel like something really important is about to happen, I’m not sure if it’s good, or a bad thing – I do know it is going to be big.

I have started studying Project Management once again, once again I’m starting from the start as I can’t remember anything I’ve already studied.

I am bored, I’m bored at work, I’m bored at home. What do I need? What do I want? I feel lost.

I need to start something that makes me feel passionate, excited, and absolutely pumped to even think about. I really want the feeling like when I was little and I got a new toy that I had wanted for longer than a week.

I just had a brain wave (literally just then as I was typing!) – Over the next two weeks (MY NEW TWO WEEK CHALLENGE) I am going to listen to as much personal-development that I can, chat to as many people as possible, get ideas, get information, get something, get anything – that will give me that spark back!

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