Day 45
I forgot to mention, I made the two week challenge with flying colours!
There is a funny feeling that has been surging through me lately; it’s really hard to explain - I’ll try my best.
I have been edgey… edgey like when I first gave up smoking, only this has been a reserved calm edgeyness that feels like I am waiting for something to happen or I need to do something. I have been trying to go to garage sales on the weekend to find things to sell on ebay, I have been getting into facebook like crazy, increasing my friend count by over 250 in three weeks!
I feel like something really important is about to happen, I’m not sure if it’s good, or a bad thing - I do know it is going to be big.
I have started studying Project Management once again, once again I’m starting from the start as I can’t remember anything I’ve already studied.
I am bored, I’m bored at work, I’m bored at home. What do I need? What do I want? I feel lost.
I need to start something that makes me feel passionate, excited, and absolutely pumped to even think about. I really want the feeling like when I was little and I got a new toy that I had wanted for longer than a week.
I just had a brain wave (literally just then as I was typing!) - Over the next two weeks (MY NEW TWO WEEK CHALLENGE) I am going to listen to as much personal-development that I can, chat to as many people as possible, get ideas, get information, get something, get anything - that will give me that spark back!